<body> reminiscence
Just like
nadirah ishak
nineteen
a nurse
optimistic
works better under stress and pressure
a nut case =))



the music




Credits

Basic codes: Ebullient*
Image: Dozign
Brushes: Portfelia
Design: MeasuringSummer
Music: IMEEM


Archives

February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010

links

Alicia
amelia
azmi
charm
danial
dezzie
dori
EunicE
fadzil
farhani
Fizah
fuad
hajar
hoi yan
jasmi
junaidah
KimmI
MaS
NabiL
niki
nura
nurul
NuvuL
QueenA
shana
Shan ling
SharoN
shazana
Sheena
SHS
ShidaH
Theresa
yasmin
yisin
yiru
zahidah

OUTDOOR-ERS

tagboard






Wednesday, February 27, 2008

ok theres like soo much of things tt happen to me.. but at the same time i dont feel as if its actually happening to me.. do you get me?! hahahas!! i feel as if im detach frm reality like tt.. i dunno why.. and im laughing my head off just by thinking abt it.. t.h.i.s i.s. s.t.u.p.i.d.... hahahs!

ohh shit.. yeah this is what holidays does to you...

i was suppose to type some stuff yest bt my com decided to breakdwn on me.. and as expected i totally forgt today...

yeah whatever larhhs.. lets talk abt today.. TODAAYY!! hahahs! today's crap! serious! hahahs!! i was out at dad's for the whole aft till night till morn.. if you get what i mean... cik noh has decided to take an off day since its not a good place.. PLUS im on HOLIDAY-its seriously not a good thing to let the parents know you're on holidays!- so yeah he tot it'd be a great oppurtunity to claim an off day.. sigh sigh sigh.. bt who cares.. did i mention tt da day was crap..

me:iyun im like damn bored sehhs... what else can i do...
iyun: go jln2... tgk sebelah sane ade org tak..
me:i can see them frm here....... ahahahahahs!!!
iyun:den in tt case awak duduk situ diam2 nnti org dtg..
LOL LOL LOL!!!!

another conv with iyun..

iyun: dirah2.. look.. (the girl i/c of the kids ride was on one of the ride..)
me: ehhhhss!!! i also wantt!!!
iyun:DIK DIK!! (calling the guy who was controlling the ride the girl was on) die pun nak naik dik!
and tt guy actually called me to go up and claim my free ride!!! whahahahahsh!!!! and den abg man was like.. ehhs.. SAYE PUN NAK!!! hahahahahs!!! and then the 3 of us were like deciding who to ride on which and.. i choose the dinosaur cuz theres no more dinosaur in the world for me to ride on!!! hahahahas!!! and abg man actually choose the swing for cik noh so tt cik noh will tercampak all the way to woodlands.. safe him the trouble of travelling by bus... sooo mean rights! hahahas!! and then comes ALong who wants to steal cik noh's ride! and they actually make such a huge fuss over it! hahahahahs!! crap!

abg man: dira gi la.. cpt die dah nak kasi free ride tu.. nnti dier tukar pikiran cam ne...
me: its ok.. he wont..
abg man: ehk?? btul?!
HAHAHAHHAHS!!! he's such an i dunno wad shit!

and Along and him actually pakat to kenakan me balik.. and for like less then 5 seconds he bakc me up already! stupid!

the entry is meant to say.. i.am.bored. and tt my com might nt be as nice to me as today.. and thus this entry comes abt! hahahs!

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
1:06 AM <3

<33

Saturday, February 23, 2008

ok today.. was suppose to be an ultra shagged day.. and im totally serious abt it.. i had less den 5 hours of slp on thurs night before gg to meet up with jeanette.. whom.. has reached melborne by now.. prolly still saying.. 'why am i here?!' hahahahs!! i know i know.. bt yeah.. tt lil pie always have her dilemma of gg back there everytime she comes back to sg... =P!

theen... i had arab lesson.. and it was MY TURN to be asking myself... 'why am i here?!' haahhahs!! and i was late.. so i took the train.. and it rain! and i dunno if its just me or everytime im late and resort to trains.. it'll rain.. and the pathway to the class isnt SHELTERED! sigghhs... and so aft the whole lesson -which i seriously cant wait to end- met up with dad and reached hme at bout 1 plus.. before hogging on the phone till arnd 4 before deciding to at least catch 2 hours of slp... before hearing my dear gran momma's voice as my wake up call..

and yes you can guess.. i was at my ultra peak cranky mode! and it seriously doesnt help to have some old elderly loner who wannabe london speaker and is GOD DAMNIT PAIN SEEKINGLY IN THE ARSE **IRRITATING** tagging along! i was at my ultra peak when she insist and insist and insist tt we took the bus ride hme instead of the usual car ride.. and esp with the tons of extra load! its god damn irritating tt i square her right smack at her face and say.. who the HECK want to carry all those stuffs??!! YOU??!! and right after tt i walk away to where my dearest cousin is waiting and laugh my head off like crazy [recovery phase! =))))!]while she tries to fan off the anger away frm me.. -.-"! hahahas! and tt old hag! goes to the dearest grans of mine and kept her hole shut! at least till we're finally in the car where she strt her bullshit agn! GRAAHS!

anws.. i'm off yet agn to meet the poppa with the dearest cousin of mine.! she's gonna keep me acc till morn comes! yayness!

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
6:31 PM <3

<33

Friday, February 22, 2008

wooohoooo! i've soo and completely completed my papers! insyaallah... no SUBs.. NO subs.. NO SUBS!

anws anws... wld like to thank nabil for the early morning final paper motivation yarhs! "dont tink abt blood donation" ehkks.. hahahs! thx thx!

anws paper's all OVERRRR... HOOOLLLIIIIDDDDAAAAYYYYSSSSS!!!! im like ohh sooo relief... lalalalas~

anws anws anws!if you haven touch thurs 21st of feb the new paper.. YOU SHLD lay your hands on it! even by reading the article makes me wanna go n grab that fucking old man and throw him at the expressway and let some car bang into him and invite anyone and everyone to just stand and watch him SUFFER! asshole..

i wonder why is the society condemning the behaviours of youngsters when most probably their very own old man and woman are worst off then them.. look at all the apeks and amahs and aunties and uncles these days.. then you can judge the youngsters la.. i mean yes! the youngsters do cause a whole lot of chaous and hoohaas here and there and everywhere.. BUT! how about the older generations.. the stabbing and killing.. arent those acts of violence and actually becomes role models for the youngsters to follow?! -then ppl will say.. the ratio of older generations creating problems are much lesser compared to the ratio of youngsters.. then how about putting things this way.. that THE MINORITY.. yeah.. minority of every single generation will and somehow WILL nvr fail to tarnish the name of each generations.. and therefore.. condemning youngsters nowadays simply wont work.. cuz their main source of motivations are none other then the older generations themselves...

ohhs.. and let me NOT exclude the foreigners here.. ESP here in SG! with disabled china's coming over and act as retards/vermins/dunno-what-else-la on the floor just for money?! ohh c'mon man.. wheres their pride?! where do they place their face sia? can you imagine once they got back to their country.. the ppl ask.. so what did you do in sg? 'ohhs i just sat on the floor looking god damn pathetic and showing off my amputated legs..!'tt'll be extra nice and comforting to hear.. -well at least they dont need to slough the whole entire day for such low incomes... -.-"! and YES! im extra irritated with this 2 china guys who will overturn all the bins at the voiddeck in search for cans to sell! omg!!! they're HORRIBLE!!!

pardon me for the babbles.. i just feel like it! hahahas!!

i did smtg tt i've nvr done before in my whole entire life! -sweet!-



nadirah hearts you!
1:29 AM <3

<33

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

psycho was screwed! i tink i totally screwed it up...

am in no mood for anymore psycho...

am i getting psychosis?!

if i do i'd like to request to be send to the ward where brother aziz is..hahahs!

im getting got damn crappy here.! on a brighter note.. O.N.E. M.O.R.E. P.A.P.E.R!!!!!!!!!

one last one... and the deadliest of all... med-surg! wish me luck..!!

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
12:47 PM <3

<33

Monday, February 18, 2008

bio's over!! and 90 mcqs is seriously no JOKE! prolly shld write in and state i dont mind having to do all 4 saqs instead of having 90 mcqs! sigghhs.. bt yeah yeah.. some will protest violently stating mcqs are betta all due to the fact tt the ans are there.. just gtta make the right choice! sighh... whatever laarhhs...

anws! latest news!! joe... yes our dearest joe... had run away with 1000++ worth of money.. and yeah he totally screw noh up larhs!!! HAHAHAHAHAHS!!! ok im evil.. im laughing my arse off at someone's misfortune.. but cmon la.. everybody knows joe's backgrnd.. who the hell ask her to go and trust him with such sum of money sia!! my god! hopefully she learnt her lesson.. and btw joe's MIA now... he'll pop back one fine day! no worries.. they always do dont they...

and and and.. i'm left with 2 more PAPERS!! yay yay! 2 more papers.. im missing a whole lot of ppl.. im back to my holiday mood already!! and i haven even finished my paperS! sigghhs! hahahahs!! holidays always and nvr fail to bring back the fond memories of the oldd oldd friends! hahahs!

as for now 2 more papers nadirah!

ohh n yes! sorry KH for the disease! rest well yeah!! ~shldnt have met you on fri! sigghs! sorry!!

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
9:06 PM <3

<33

Friday, February 15, 2008

ok fine im totally and officially sick! and i regretfully opted for the easy and most accessible way which is the drugs! all due to the fact tt i haven touch anything on bio and i cant risk flopping it! and even saying tt.. i am proud of myself for actually not wanting to resort to those stuffs till i cant get out of bed for arab! hahahs! dah totally tak larat den wanna take meds.. and even tt i didnt eat meds straight away laa.. i can still drag myself out of hse and meet kh at bedok and THEN decide on whether to attend arab or not.. and then i was mesmerise of having to hear my HR sooo god damn clearly IN MY EARS! yeah frm within my ears lehs!! the cochlear must be working extra hard sia!! hahahahahs!!! and kh must be speechless at how incredibly insane i can be when im sick huhs?! HAHAHS!

so yes.. we both did skipped arab.. and prolly we're.. no I'M gg to die for the test nxt wk... aiyooos! heck laarhhs...

and yes YES... you guys who have been nagging and nagging and nagging for me to eat meds when im sick! walaaa... i've popped 2 not 1 BUT 2 tabs of paracetamol 500mg each... so yes clapps clapps.. celebrate.. whatever you guys want larhhs!! -.-"! hahahahs!!

and with recent news of me popping dwm 2 tabs of paracetamol.. my visit to the blood bank have no choice bt have to be postponed! till i fit for the 2 weeks drug-free grace! sigghhhhhhhhhhhss....
HUGE HINT HINT TO MUHD NABIL! hahahahahahahahahahs!! no la just kidding!LOL..

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
11:43 PM <3

<33

OK! 1 paper down 3 more to go! we can DO it!! jia you jia you jia you!!! bleahs! hahahs...

mental health paper was ok.. do-able.. alhamdulillah.. =))!

ohhs.. and azrie and my mom ask the same qns and have the same reply when i told them both tt my paper was ok.. *telepathy*??

anws to eunice choy yuk yu.. you shall see me cry when you're leaving for aussie yeah! hahahas!! isit in one of your list of things to achieve before flying off?! hahahahs!! anws anws anws... im missing you already larhs!! can you STOP waking up at night and slping in the day and go out with me! siiigghhhs!!

and to my dear crabbie... i WASNT lost yest ok! it just happen iwasnt as EARLY as you guys larhhs!! aiiyooos! hahahas! bio bio bio next next next!! sighhs!!

ohh btw!!! i totally and completely FORGOT to check out ssdc yest!! omg! can you imagine tt?!! i sooo TOTALLY forgt abt it la... how could i?! hahahahs!! nie smue seri nyer pasal... bbual bbual bbual! hahahahs!!! gosh!

anws.. i'm gg to visit the blood bank on the 21st right aft my paper! anyone and everyone who wishes to come along... come larhs! hahahahs!!

i am officially sick.. equipt with dry.. super dry more likely cough for the past week or so.. and a really bad nose TODAY.. im waiting for the headache and dizzi spells to come in nxt...

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
9:46 AM <3

<33

Monday, February 11, 2008

well hellos... im like less then 3 days away from mental health paper.. and YET here i am blogging.. i must be crazy.. yes i tink i am..

ohh kays.. i have been in and out of msia for the past few days.. with grans on the new year.. and with kh.. momma.. mimi.. and the cute stomach on the 3rd day of new year.. and there was a traffic jam at the causeway upon returning back to sg.. and kh has some really REALLY interesting ways of entertainment! a new breed of stripess............ and since when does a dog bcomes a kambing?! hahahahs!!

okok.. anws.. i was half expecting to bump into ALong on my trip there with grans.. dont ask me why.. just got the feeling... bt in the end it was abg man who found out i was there..hahas!..

ohh and i was over to iyun's place to BAKE on the eve of new year! we baked brownies and cookies.. and till today it's still arnd! ahhahas!!! everything is fillied with walnut and chocolate! and yes.. very muak!

anws.. eunice is coming back today! =)).. and pls DO DO DO pray tt the exams papers going to be do-able!... =))!!

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
12:44 PM <3

<33

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

i'm going to get my hands on dit as soon as i see his batang hidung mans! hahahahs!! ohh wells! hope you're doing well there lehs! and i'd definitely like more then just a CLOSE to an hour visit on msn!! cmon... whatever la.. study hard! sheesh! hahas!

okok i stayed hme the whole of today.. i tink i practically slept half of the day.. cuz i woke up at like close to 10.. den i can still have an aftnoon nap.. and then.. later on i had an EVENING NAP! wad a hippopotamus!-im NOT a pig!- hahahs! and i'm back on blue m&ms tab bd...

ohkay! and happy bday(4/2) to norshazana.. muhd nabil and ni'matul haziqah!!

yest had my 1st extra loong chat this year.. and tts with the bday boy himself.. telling me abt his surprise bday party.. and how his mom actually kacau air lagi for the peeps.. hahahas! soo cute.. and its great hearing nice stories esp in those excited tone! you can literally feel the joy.. =))! and acc to him, sha had an even surprise surprise? or smtg like tt.. hahas! anws yeah 19 year oldd alreadyyy.. hahahhas!!! ohhs and the rest of the chat remain where it was... IT BETTA! hahahs!!!

as for now.. i am in a serious need for anti-emetics.. to stay awake pills(if theres one) and concentration pills cuz i dont seem to be able to get any facts right smack into the brain of mine..

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
8:51 PM <3

<33

Sunday, February 03, 2008

ok lets begin on friday shall we.. while all the year 3 ppl came back to sch as an ending of their PRCP!!!!!! oh my god!! we.. pay a visit dwn to ttsh cuz the duckie wanted to get her monthly contacts! thus the 4 of us go there to eat lorhs.. FOODS CHEAP! all thx to our staff card!! wahahahahs!!! okok back to the prcp thing.. its the END OF THEIR STUDENT NURSE COURSE LARHS!!! in 1 yr's time the ppl ther would be my batch lehhs!! graahs.. i cant imagine.. i dun wanna imagine just yet! i dun even know how to write a proper report sehhs! crapppppppp!

okok.. and then arab lesson.. i'm begining to think tt i am the blurrest person in the class okais.. seriously.. i shld really revise on the arab thing once my exams over sehs... and now talking abt exams.. in like less den 2 wks away.. and for the record I HAVEN TOUCH A SINGLE THING.. will only be able to strt tmr.. once dad closes his shop! and i shall beg to be excuse from all activities going on.!

and and and!!! abg man is BACK!!!! yayness.. i spend a whole lot of time complainin to him abt what happen while he's on leave! and he only say dah lame ehk tak jumpe dira! diaos... afta my whole looong story he only say tt larhs!

and and.. was suppose to go for a talk tt was held at suntec but in da end we landed in ps.. and found ourselves walking in best denki and gt mesmerize over all the wonderful gadgets in this century! hhahahas!!!

Labels:




nadirah hearts you!
12:13 PM <3

<33